I’ve been trying to find closure in this whole situation. I am the type of person who hates endings, especially if it’s an ending of something I love. I’ve always hated my birthday because I hate growing up and saying goodbye to that year of my life, and I never finish a book that I love because I do not want it to end. Goodbyes are really hard and I personally get nervous saying goodbye because I want to say something that resonates with a person. I do not want them to think “that was a crappy goodbye.”